❝i know, dammit. i know.❞

        [ it comes out a little more harsh than he originally
          intended, and he knows he shouldn’t give up so
          easily, but with the amount of failures under his
          belt, the fact that he’s messed up countless 
          missions, failed countless people and let them
          die when he was supposed to be there for them
          when he was supposed to protect them; it’s a
          hard thing to shake, but deep down inside ; he
          knows he has to keep going, has to keep moving
          forward like any good soldier has to - keep your
          mission priorities in the front of your mind. ] 

                                   ❝i have to keep moving
                                      no matter what happens.❞

                          [ people would be so right if they
                            said he needed help remembering
                                                                          that ]